Cycle of my life

I cried most of last night and today, at least during the hours I was conscious. The pain, nausea, fear, trembling, frailty of mind and body are constants from which I find no relief. Days like these leave me wanting to give up; to end the pain once and for all. I don't want to end my life, just my suffering. I will sleep tonight, and face tomorrow when it comes. If I can make it through that one day, I will call my life a success for that moment before I sleep again, hoping to have the courage to repeat the cycle.