:-P

I increased my dose of Samento again on the 13th and am now on a total of 20 drops per day. I have yet to feel a herx from it. I am still having trouble getting enough air and feel dizzy with tingly lips, gums and fingertips when I laugh or talk for more than a few minutes. This is frustrating, because I love to do both ;-) That's all for now....I'm off to attempt a shower :D

Yuck

I'm not in a good place today. Having spent most of the last two days in tears, I am completely exhausted and unmotivated. The weight of depression feels like a lead suit. I lack the stamina to do much but sit or lie down, as even walking to the toilet leaves me winded and dizzy. There is still a small part of me that wants to do something, anything to keep my mind occupied, but my body is unwilling, and right now, most of my mind is as well. I've not felt this low in some time, and it worries me. I will contact therapist today and left her a message. We'll see if she has any brilliant ideas...or just something I haven't thought of.

My pup!

I came through my last herx on Oct 27th and increased my dose of Samento again by 5 drops on the 28th. I began to herx again last night, with heavy limbs which had me stumbling and pain in hands and fingers. I feel again as though I cannot catch my breath.

In other news I had a very busy day yesterday. I took a full shower and attended my brother's birthday party. I sat and ate and took pics. After 3 hours I could barely stay conscious and was dozing in a chair. The best part aside from seeing my bro was visiting with my dog Halle. I hugged her so tight and cried when I had to leave. I miss her so much!